Deep in My Feelings...

Lindsey Scrappy is her name and motherhood is her game. She is fearless, brash, but utterly brave

 She is class, with her wrinkle-free blazers and J. Crew jeans that look like they were made for her There is an "Audrey" essence in her movements, in her look, and in her posture She is warm humor, the kind that never shames or passively looks down at you The humor brings a laugh, but also provides that quiet comfort in rich, purple hues She is a smile itself, stretching herself as far as she can, but doing it so happily and effortlessly, Bringing a domino of smiles on the faces of those around her; she brings them graciously She is Mom, the one who can bring ultimate peace into the hearts of the children she dearly loves There may be weariness in her soul, though I couldn't tell, as she just loves and loves and loves She is the ear that you can't help but over share into, spewing out your worries, hurts, and jokes There's no indication that she's heard too much of your heart; she listens with gentle strokes She is a refuge, a safe place to go when your world...

 Even now, my mind is struggling for thought, struggling for clarity. I wish to describe what motherhood is, how it makes you feel, how to survive it. And yet, I cannot seem to convey the mixture of feelings raging in me. I'm at a loss for the words to cry out to you for understanding.