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On February 14, 2020, I married my love at the Brooklyn Municipal Building in New York City. With a few of our close friends and church members, we waiting in the old courthouse, waiting for “our turn” to get married! It was a cold day, very cold. My outfit of choice (a floral dress) clearly reflected that I didn’t care about the weather. We were cold, but we were warm, because this was really happening.

We waited for what seemed like years, only to be called and experience a ceremony so short that the flash could’ve missed it. One minute, we are shaking with nerves in the waiting area and the next, the officiant is saying “I now pronounce you…married.” And it was over. Truth be told, I didn’t mind the short duration; long weddings are overrated. As long as I was able to marry the man I love, it could have been 3 seconds and my joy wouldn’t have decreased.

After the wedding, we and our friends hurriedly walked through the cold Brooklyn streets to find warmth and coffee. Starbucks! Perfect. There, we had our “wedding cake” in the form of cake pops and I’ve never regretted that for a second. After cake, it was off to lunch at a restaurant I don’t remember and then we left, not quite feeling married, but knowing we were.

A few days later, on February 20th, we submitted all the paperwork and fees for Tze’s Green Card application. Though our original wedding ceremony was to be in April of 2020, his lawyer suggested we marry in February before certain immigration preventative laws were to be in effect. So we did and then we submitted everything, hoping and praying everything would work out just fine!

March 21, 2020, we married a second time, this time in the form of a Christian ceremony held in the building where we had first met. There was a certain romantic feeling about it all, getting married where our friendship first began, me not wearing white because nothing was open (pandemic grip), having only 7 people present. It should have made us feel sad and ungrateful to not have the gleam and glisten of society’s perfect wedding, but we didn’t care! We were not only having a Christian ceremony, but finally moving in together, so we were just fine!

The early months of marriage were…unique. Fighting, kissing, hugging, brushing teeth, cooking dinner, fighting again, repeat. As we lived pandemic lockdown life together, our Green Card case was put on hold; everything was put on hold. We were destined to wait even longer than expected. We waited and waited and waited some more, but nothing.

October 10th, 2020: We are returning home from our honeymoon in North Carolina. See, we had another wedding ceremony on October 3 as a formality. My dear family and TN friends wished to see this happen, so there in my parent’s backyard, I wore the fancy white dress, we married amongst the magnolia trees, and our family rejoiced! There’s no place like home. We did not need the flowers, the dress, the pictures, anything. Still, it was nice to have formality for a day with the ones we loved.

When we returned, we checked our mail and there in the mailbox was a request from USCIS for Tze’s finger prints! Hooray! It was the next step in the Green Card process. After waiting 8 months without any word, we finally had something to go on. So he went and gave his prints and then the waiting began again…and we waited and waited.

Finally, in early August, after having a rough night emotionally, I went to check the mail and found another letter from immigration, this time about our long-awaited marriage interview! I couldn’t believe it! There in my hands was the information we had waited for! 10 months after the finger prints were completed, we get a notice informing us that our marriage interview would take place on August 18th, 2021. So we had to wait again, but this time only 2 weeks. Was this real? That was my first thought! Then when I realized how much I needed to do to prepare for this important date, reality set in.

I spent those two weeks tirelessly compiling legal documents, financial documents, joint documents, pictures, letters, anything to show at the interview that we love each other and our marriage is legitimate. I stressed, I cried, I paced, I printed, I organized, I did everything short of screaming before this big day. As I wallowed in my overwhelming state, Tze was calm and collected; he knew God would see us through.

When August 18th arrived, we were both nervous! I felt underdressed in my jeans and Kelly green top and Tze was filled with anticipation. After 2 hours of waiting, we are called into the tiny room for our interview. We took on oath of truth, handed over our legal and financial documents, answered a few questions about our relationship, and submitted our pictures, we were finished. What?? All this stress and anxiety over a 10-minute interview and only submitting 1/4th of the evidence I had spent restless nights gathering?? But it was true! It was over. It was a great thing it was short because we knew that meant we would most likely be approved. Still, we had to wait again…

2 days after that blink of an interview, I happen to check the status of our case online and am told Tze’s new card is being processed!! What does that mean? I hardly know! I google and youtube the crap out of the phrase and realize it means approval and more, they are producing his new Green Card. Still, not seeing the official approval notice had my sinful side doubtful. So I waited again…

Today, I find a notification that the Green Card has been approved and being mailed to our address!!! After 1.5 years of waiting and praying, the moment is here. He can work, we can breathe, we can rest knowing God has provided and taken care of everything. To God be the glory for everything that has happened! Only He can truly care for us. As we wait again for the card to arrive, we can have peace knowing we aren’t waiting unknowingly; we are waiting with acknowledgement and delight and praise over what God has done! Now off to find Tze a job… 

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