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May Showers (2nd Version)

 We were happy and a little scared, but mostly happy

when we found out about you

I cried and he smiled, feeling a little sappy, 

but excited to meet you


It was Spring, and with the sun came the sun

You were that sun

The streets became green and the flowers started to bud

And my heart started to bud


I couldn't wait to hold you, to see you, to feel you...

here...


Oh, those little cries, little smiles, the things that make life grand

Oh, those little toes, little fingers on your tiny hand

You would cry, we would smile because we know how blessed we are

Now you will jump, laugh, and giggle from afar

I know it's true what they all say

April showers bring flowers in May 


We were happy, a little scared, but mostly happy

when we went to go see you

I cried and he stood there, waiting

we were excited to finally see you


I wanted to see you, hold you, touch your sweet face...

soon...


Oh, those little eyes, little heart, the things that make life life

Oh, those little smirks, little yawns that made me a mother, not just a wife

You would cry, but now we cry, still knowing how blessed we are

You will live and smile up in heaven, from afar 

This year, it's not true what they say

April flowers brought showers in May 


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